16/11/2008 Sunday is the First day

I hope you are the last of my life's partner,today is the first day together,every moment really so happy be with you,never have feel pressure with you ,this few year you help me a lot,you are the only one understand what i want and forever support me and be with me,at here i want to sincerely say" Thank you" to you ....

Future don't know what will happen but i will try to love you,understanding you, fully confidence with you and sure will fully support you all the time,no secret to each other,and i never regret couple with you,never broken our promise and our dreams......cause i can so sure i found my True Love , thank you are walk in to my life,lets our future be more meaningful & Colorful........thanks man,i Love you......and one thing to tell you Friends is forever for me,i cant ignore them,whenever you come out from my life,cause i love all my friend,i promise them to help them when they are having their problem,hope you can understand, for your love is different and special la,haha......:-)

I hate you Jobeny,i wont help you and believe you anymore.....

Dear Aka Andy Zi Hua Chan.......

I wont believe this bitch anymore ,i really hate her, i don't want she step in our friendship and broke our friendship, this month really many thing happen,i will alway be with you,trust you la ya, don't because this Bitch then influence our realationship la..........i will always be with you.....don't worry......i understanding everything jor.....keep in touch....Stay happy la ya....

Sorry Sorry and Sorry !!!!!!!

Lui Bao ,maybe mami misunderstanding you ba,ya my result is so bad but when tutorial class i still talk to michelle,evrerything is my wrong,my false,and i doesn't means don't want to talk to you,is just when i talk to you ,you just answer me,talk much also don't have,ya,i do it when tutorial class talk so much so much..........maybe change that is me not YOu.......and about Max,i can see he is a very good man,you find it Lui Bao,he reallt treat you so good,must appreciate him,Mami have happy to see you get a good man in your life.................take it is Mami is misunderstanding you la,i know you have put us inside your heart............i know thas my wrong......

And about michelle,i cant left her alone,since she is my friend,i know she like to show off but i cant do it and left her alone,really hope you can understand mami.i know you dislike her but we just can together one year but until now only have half year only...........so just take this half year to be good good friend la,i don't want argue..........

And about Daddy,yup....i also can understanding that time you really don't know what happen of us ,so you tell him,i know,i understand everything now..................give a chance to happy back together......i really don't want have different party in our group..........

Sorry.............everything i wrong.....

Today's Mood 14th November 2008

Just finish presentation at College,when present all look like so nervous and some people confuse don't know what to do,today feel is special tired,and the mood got abit down,don't know why,maybe is too many assigment to do,everyday not enough sleep......today woke up at 5am for make up and prepared evreything,and rush for the 6.25am train,but late to station missed the train ,luckily got Lui Lui(Michelle) fetch me at Wangsa Maju station,reach college already 8.10am and go Computer lab print my assigment ,the printer rosak already,go canteen print, the shop haven open,and my phone out of battery,luckily Dai Lui(Janelle) lent her phone to me,really thanks her very much...wear the high feel walk here walk there make my leg so pain.......feel that today is unlucky day.....

Next monday have two exam and need pass up assigment again,in my brain only assigment assigment and assigment,haiz.........feel FAN FAN FAN........but i will try my best to solve it.....

4 In Love's story.........

This is our 4 In Love, this 4 girls is recognise in College, which is Janelle(Dai Lui),Michelle(Lui Lui),Samantha(Lui Bao) & Jennifer(PoPo),Janelle & Michelle is Samtha daughter,and Samantha is my Daughter,so i am Janelle and Mic PoPo,is first time know them in the class ,i am the first person introduce myself in class to my all coursemate,hahaha.......i am so Sam Bat and also friendly la,suddenly we 4girls is so close already ,everyday go in go out also together,if one person back home already my heart will feel not good, the first semester every week we also go Lui Bao (Samantha)'s house overnight and rush for our assigment,we sleep together,eat together,wear also together,really so so so happy,no secret to each others.....But..........after few month some problem come out and everything is change already,maybe in our group got someone dislike someone's behaviour,so until now we 4 in Love already become 3in Love,sometime also left 2only,i am so so so sad,if you hate someone just telling and give comment to her,the people only know what she have doing wrong,and not find another new friend and forget us,this is not call friend...........the whole world is change,and until my temper so bad bad and bad everyday............hope the happy 4 in LOVE will come back........not just left 2or 3 ............we will always waiting for you to come back,because mummy and PoPo love you all..........

My Friend Aka Zi Hua & Jobeny Carmen

Everything will be ok already, i hope you all can be friend back, because i see you both of you like that i will feel so upset, what we are call FRIEND ???? when you need the friend the friend is 1st time can come out, you facing troublesome problem, they will try to help you calm down your mind,not when you have problem they are have a distance with you.........that is what we call friend...

For Carmen :Many people ask actually i should angry you,because you misunderstanding me so so so much with Zi Hua,but why i won't get angry with you,i also don't know why,maybe thats i really with Zi Hua is normal friend,so i won't get angry to you,i just feel you need a friend when the world also not believe you,i can care what is your feeling,so i wil try to help you when you really need a friend.,finally you have forgive me and trust me ,i feel happy.......from the war start until the end of the war i have not angry you all all,and hope you really change yourself be a better girl,i trust you.......thats all i can say,and must be strong survive in your life,don't easily give up when face problem.........Appreciate now you have now

For Zi Hua: maybe you really cant forgive her,but at least you try try try ba,i know now you have find a Happy Family in B2, but you also don't forget in B1 friend and life,including Carmen,take some time you can do it,i don't want you all 'MIN ZUO ZUO', you always ask you why she treat me like this i also seem like nothing,because i know he need a friend,she need our support,that day i cry because see the letter,actually i am not angry her, is i feel she not trust you and misunderstanding our relationship ba......but give the the time past ,everything will be fine,enjoy your life now lo...........

i Love all my friend.....

Friend i love you all,i am appreciate the friendship with you all....cheer up,when you have any problem can find me,i will always available for you all................hehe.....

Happy Forever ya.....

Jennifer Kuan Life's partner

Which guys is suitable to my Life's partner?? i think until now i am clear.....that person is help me a lot when i am crying,sad, angry,painful don't know what i should i do, confuse,that's man help me a lot ,just he understand what i what , just he can let me see my FUTURE........when finish listen what he said i will feel better,that day I'm telling him,i had falling love with him........but i don't know wheter he love me or not......

Which style Life's Partner i want.....no secret to each other, even got any unhappy, happy thing also want to share with me, treat me got confidence, no so small gas....support

How about myself ,when i really love a man i will expand much to him,i just have one heart to him,a loyal girl......I'll always support him , make him have confidence with me..........until now i just Love him one........let us to build our story.......